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Name: Wendy
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Friday, June 20, 2008


經歷能夠讓 我的人生變得不平凡

 

始終相信雨後必有彩虹

 

期待雨後彩虹….



 

近來,像一隻小小飛鳥…在尋找, 尋找一個 hiding place

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Finally....I got a job offer in Seattle within 2 weeks.... God!!!! ><Why Seattle!!??!!! God, are you telling me that Seattle is really the hiding place that you prepared for me???? No way!!!!This just completely broke my tiny subtle hope of going back to NY.....I have already stuck in Bremerton for 4.5 months and I think that should be enough... I am not able to picture how my life will be changed if I have to stay in Seattle during my OPT..... It will be very very very painful and boring... Is it really the place for me to settle? I will miss miss miss miss NYC a lot a lot a lot!!!! >< I just hate that!!!!


But...according to the Bible...I have to obey God :( .... but being obedient is not an easy task... ahhhhhh.... I wanna cry now arrrrrrrr!!!!! I will die soon!!!! Lord, What is your purpose of putting me into this freaking boring place? !!! ******

 

 


Wednesday, June 04, 2008

以前在大學,很喜歡與朋友成 group 一起做許多事…因為覺得朋友好重要

但自從由 New York 搬回 Seattle 後, 不知道從何時開始 我只想或只會收藏自己, 不想再認識朋友或者係與成班朋友歡樂

友誼係需要時間精神去培養…當回看過去的經歷, 或者我害怕 再會失望 (if I devote time to it again)…

自問自己也是個好人 ( at least不會有 purpose 去識朋友)… 但是, 我總發現狡猾的人永遠周圍也是朋友…並且重要非常親密…. 還有, 有錢的人周圍也是朋友… 從他們身上, 看到朋友可以好像產品, 有時用錢或者用物質, 就可以徹底地買到人的心..

除此之外, 友誼也要講緣分..心裡當這個人是好朋友, 但這個人可能不會與你的想法一樣..

過去曾為友誼感到非常心淡…但最近靈修.... 上帝叫我思念上面的事, 不要思念地上的事…將天國的事放在優先的位置上; 將注意力集中在永恒而不是短暫的事上…

所以, 我祈禱.. 我祈求上帝給我一個朋友, 但不是屬世的朋友, 而是屬靈的朋友, 一個可以一起分享靈命並且一起服事上帝的知己….

擁有一個與我服事上帝的知己朋友極度的幸福過成班只會談娛樂或shopping 的朋友….


Sunday, May 18, 2008

Days since I have been back to Seattle: 11 days

This early morning... driving Andrew to the airport.... since He is going to France for business trip..... I am sosososo envy him..
hahaha.... actually this is my first time to drive I-5!!!!my first time has been given ..haha....listening to the song "I will be missing you" .will miss a lot lot lot lot *******...u know???.. ... miss miss miss miss miss miss miss......

Waiting for the greeting and perfume from France.... waiting ..waiting..waiting...waiting...

being alone again......I wish I would have a trip and leave Seattle or the Washington State asap!!!!My mind is still in NY.... I am still adjusting myself back to the "Seattle pace".... but it's so hard!

Standing in nowhere of the road, feeling like being isolated alone..

Praying sincerely to ask God, where is my hiding place

Wishing....

Should I really take Carmen's invitation and return to this church for long term?....





Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Yesterday I met Na..She is coming far away from New York , of coz I am always excited to see her...Therefore I drove to Bellevue to meet her!

When I was driving her home from the mall, we were talking about the driving test in NYC..Then Suddenly, I heard a car keeping sounding its horn, and at the same time, I felt that "something" big was approaching me hastily on my left side. I was scared and then my eyes pointed to the left side...and OHHHH....there was a car coming towards me (the drive was making a left turn)... During those few seconds, My mind was being out of control ; BUT physically, I tried to brake very hard to avoid this accident..... FORTUNATELY, NOTHING HAPPENED....He stopped and I stopped AT THE RIGHT TIME..

Then I found that it was my fault! I MISSED THE STOP SIGN!!!!

Some people must know that I drive very slowly, I follow the rules and sign...If the speed limit is 35, I really slow down to 35... Thus, cars that are behind me usually change lanes and leave me alone. I extremely pay attention to the speed limit and signs because I really dont wanna get into accidents. However, this time, dont know why I didnt see the stop sign...I really didnt see it... But definitely, I need to thank God...as I am still alive and have my car...as both the driver and I stopped at the right time...

No matter how many years you have driven or how excellent your driving skills are or how safe you think you can drive, "accidents" can still happen to you . It is the same as life planning..Sometimes we like to have a plan for the future. It is necessary to have a plan for our future, BUT STILL DON'T FORGET that no matter how well you have planned, "accidents" may still happen. This reminds me that I need to run to God, as He will give me strength to get thru all the "accidents" and changes

My recent theme : 人算不如神算

By the way, I also need to thank God on behalf of my Nissan Altima!!! Everything comes from God, including cars...


Wednesday, March 19, 2008


I havent updated my xanga since I moved to Bremerton bcoz I started to use facebook note.... I guess I will stop writing in here pretty soon.....

While thinking that I will have a short trip back to New York this weekend, I am totally released!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks this conference!!!

^3^

I am waiting for April 15...the end of the tax season.... Sitting in the office for more than 10 hours every day including weekend, I feel like i have already forgot who i am now.... I have forgot the feeling of being free after work...

Just passed the deadline for all corporate tax returns..glad that I MADE IT....what my brain can remember now are just 1040s, "taxable income", federal withholding", Schedule ABCDE, "mortgage HUD statement" and most clients' question" how much can i get back from IRS this year" and numbers......

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED A BREAK!!!!!

 




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